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Monday, December 15th, 2003
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This song made me so happy the other night in the car with Missy.
"Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle, it'll up the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.
Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.
Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright."
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Sunday, December 7th, 2003
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Friday, December 5th, 2003
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Someone please stab me right now so I never feel this way again.
Ahaha myspace lurkers:
u're great...i'm telling u...that picture...of u in the ear muffs rght there....should be on tshirts...and sent to third world countries...to give them hope...man...wow...
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Dear winter,
I'm prepared for you to come. I've got my scarf and earmuffs ready and waiting.
Love,
Jenn deviwinterpleasecomealreadyous
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So yeah back from Orlando already. The ride up there was awesome. I'm still sick as ever but it's not going to stop me. Yeah, people need to answer their door when I tell them to...
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Thursday, December 4th, 2003
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Hell yeah, Orlando with two hot girls. I'll be back tomorrow in time to hang out. <3
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| Time: | 4:34 pm. |
| Mood: |  nauseated. |
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So I'm done with all this bullshit, it's all over just don't speak my name ever again. I'm really fucking sick today. I talked an old friend last night. It really makes me smile when they say that they think about me even though we haven't talked in over a year. Fuck yeah, tomorrow I have off...I'm going to go open a checking account and hang out with Miss Denelle and possibly Jared if he gets his ass in town.
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Oh wow, I woke up in sooo much pain. It hasn't went away either. This is going to be one fucking long day at work if it doesn't go away soon. I think it's time to go to the doctor again. Sweet Jenn, awesome job getting sick.
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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I thought love kept people together. I guess he was lying when he said he loved me.
Forget about my smile.
Forget about the good times.
Those are things you'll never see again.
"the first step in forgetting is destroying all the evidence"
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Friday, November 28th, 2003
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Hell fucking yeah some crucial hangs outs today and tomorrow.
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Thursday, November 27th, 2003
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Seven pounds later and my sickness is gone. I feel so much stronger today. I feel like myself again. Things aren't better now, I just can deal with them now which is a lot closer to solving all my problems than I was before. I'm not going to lose sight of who I am anymore. I not going to try and please you people with who I am, I just need to be me. That pretty much sums everything up.
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So this is supposed to describe me based on my birthday...
Of slight build
lots of charm
appeal and attraction
pleasant aura
flirtatious
adventurous
sensitive
always in love
wants to love and be loved
faithful and tender partner
very generous
scientific talents
lives for today
a carefree philosopher with imagination
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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
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So tonight at work I realized one of the coffee grinders makes the same sounds that Dr. Zoidberg does.
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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
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Tonight made me feel so much better. I got to meet Sarina, my new friend. She doesn't seem like the rest of the two-faced population in West Palm. After my love, Nathan, left her and I talked and it was great to finally have someone to talk to.
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Saturday, November 15th, 2003
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I have kept in touch with people lately. For that I apologize.
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"I'm so winning!!!"
You know what she's going to win? A fucking busted jaw and some black eyes. Yeah how's that for winning.
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Wednesday, November 12th, 2003
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| Time: | 11:04 pm. |
| Mood: |  confused. |
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This morning I woke up feeling content. Not because of the events that have been happening in my life or because good things have been happening to me. It was because I could feel that winter was coming. Just knowing that soon there will be a chill in the air makes me glow with animation. I love the feeling of waking up the morning with everywhere around you freezing but inside your covers. I want that feeling again; I need that feeling again.
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Monday, November 10th, 2003
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So I'm having myself a movie night tonight. Sweet dude bro man.
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Saturday, November 8th, 2003
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I finally gave in and played counterstrike last night. My new job is good except that my hands smell like coffee all the time now.
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